wolfchild1214

I want to stay with you but something is pulling me away from you doubt clings me my smile fades i hesitate i resist but it hurts all it does is tore me im torned, between two suggestions between two choices, two decisions im either scared, or stubborn dont know what to do, when i think of you i feel my heart ache no matter what i cant get rid of it all i want is to hold you to comfort you to love you but why wont i admit it? im sick of closing my heart up im tired of being afraid im sick of doubting on people i loved im tired of holding back i want you to hold me so i could feel love because im sick of feeling hated im tired of feeling my an

i want to hold on, but i always see a reason to let go i want to believe in him, to open up to him but i constantly see yet another reason why i cant do that i feel tears in my eyes, as i see another reason my heart feels heavy again, i feel sick yet again why...why am i hurting over this guy...is just not like me i been avoiding things like this, but now...it caught me unexpectedtly....why...is it soo...complicated...

Yachet stood still, waiting for the female saiyan's move. she seems to be studying him for a moment, the two of them stare blankly at one another, something was crawling in yachets skin, but he wont admit to himself that it might be fear, he felt foolish and his pride wont let him. with one blink of his eyes the saiyan jumped, her jump was extrondinary, and it shocked him as well. his eyes followed the saiyan until she landed on the ground, she came closer to the scared namekian, he scooted up onto the rock, being tramatized of her presence being so close. she stopped and she was one inch from him, she lowered her head to get a good look at t

just the thought of love either sickens me....or scares the hell outta me...

damn it boy...do you ever know when to shut up...

i thought...i thought i was ready, to move on, to never open up....but that damn boy....he....said something i never thought he'll say....especially to me...my heart exploded, i felt so happy, still concious of course,but my insides were going wild, i felt so...drousy, dizzy from even the thought of it...why...why am i being tortured even more, its a real pain in my heart, i want to believe him so badly, but im afraid....it could be another lie....

i woke up with more baack bone, more senses and concious, but...i woke up with a crippled heart, aching, the worst was waking up to an upset stomach...

sometimes....promises cant be kept forever, but sometimes...they are the best kind...